When I look at you I cannot help but smile
I long to be near you
To see you
To feel you
To love you
But then I realize
I push
I shove
I force
The things I feel onto you
Not noticing that I am suffocating you
Compelling you to pull away
I get scared
I stop
I run
I hide
Confused on what to do
On how to fix what I just broke
I did not mean to take the air you breathe
I just wanted to be part of it
To see you
To feel you
To love you
Longing to share memories and moments
Bringing again that smile to your face
Although it only seems that I create
Sadness
Sorrow
Melancholy
The last of the things I wanted to see
How do